i LOVE MY BOYFRIEND i LOVE HIM i LOVE HIM i LOVE HIM
i love my Boyfriend so much i cant wven think of a creative way to express how much i love Him i love Him so much that i want to hurt myself im not worthy of being His girlfriend
TOWERSTUCK
Part 1:
https://pizzatower.fandom.com/f/p/4400000000000143387
Part 2:
https://pizzatower.fandom.com/f/p/4400000000000143412
Part 3;
https://pizzatower.fandom.com/f/p/4400000000000143559
Monologue
I have something to say. So shut the fuck up and listen. I spent thirteen years half-cut up to my eyeballs. Drunk, to put it mildly. Then suddenly I saw it, a streetlight shining in my face. 500 Gigawatts of the power of God. A vision of my bloated body found in some ditch. Scared me straight. So I got a collar shirt, mortgage and a credit card. All the things that make a good man. I hoped I could raise my children to be better than their old man. I wanted to believe I was never one setback away from my worst self. But the truth is. Discipline. Drive. Routine. The endless fucking desperation to get shit done. A loving wife? Great kids? Sobriety? I’m telling you. You. Accomplishments I’d been chasing all my life. Never fel…
none of this would've fucking happened if obg didnt get leaked
why
seriously why
literally can people just make up their fucking minds on whether they hate me or not
literally the only reason this happened is because now everyone knows about obg
theres no fucking reason to hide it anymore everyone knows about it everyone knows that the place was part aydins house part relief from the bullshit from this wiki
screenshots of it keep appearing like why
and then on top of that its always the same shit with me like how im a fucking gooner and shit or me being a racist or something
bro mew and pruns were BOTH okay with it previously in fact in origins mew thought her line was funny asf and pruns i literally asked him before releasing scripts if shit went too far why the switch up
and plus like thats just how i fucki…
can i just be murdered already
i should be put down very slowly and painfully and then i get sent to hell to go through the exact same thing for the rest of eternity
nobody even cares about me
I wish my life was different I wish everything was different these aren't things I cam even change
Oh darling Your charming please don't find it alarming
i joke about death because its funny when Youre frightened
Venting place
Hi there. Your feeling sad? Want to dump your things but just dont want to do it in the thread?
Well. Just reply here and do it. This might be useless.
This is a judgement free zone btw 🪬🪬🪬
weird ass dream idk
what if i just use this blog as a blog to log all the weird shit my brain cooks up
ok ready sego
Nonsensical dream happened and I don't know what message my brain was trying to tell me just hear me out on this one
K so basically it started normal y'know im in my room loading up jet set radio future on my vintage OG xbox
For some reason though when the disc worked instead of playing JSRF it had this random ass like 3rd person shooter game load with the top left corner saying "Paranoia Tech Demo" (no title screen it just dropped me into the game)
The map of the whole game was deadass a house, leading into the world smallest cave system, and at the end of the cave there was a table with a pistol and an M16 with a target
The only other character tha…
i don't think life will get any better from here
The peak of my life was before i even knew how old i was
what was the point
nvm
something happened that uh neutralized everything
we chill now
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why is it when im a huge piece of shit that things always go near my direction
its not fucking worth it
its never worth it at the end of the day
i feel like shit rn
Yeah my period is definitely coming soon cant wait to be a happy bunny by then
7th October's gonna be an awesome day
brochacho i think im just cursed with something good lol
idk how this keeps happening but it happens
first it was with heaven where i talked shit about them got blocked and now look at them they're account is disabled entirely
then it was with tina where i did the same thing got blocked and now look at them too now they're blacklisted from this place for doing shit to bad (it was so horrendous that kris and snipe apologized to me)
hmm ts like its like i expose peoples flaws out and get in trouble for it because these kids are like uh uh stupid as fuck
like deadass i feel like i have all rights to gloat about this especially since both of those things happened around the same time (banned in august and came back september) and then people wanna say sorry to me because of how they refused to listen t…
im so unattractive
Why do i have to be a horrible human being
Why do i have to be like this
i just want to die
It wil do the world a favour
maybe i am obsessed with Mouthwashing
i think about Mouthwashing for roughly an eighth of a day
everytime i even see paper, the thought of drawing something Mouthwashing-related comes into my head
the past 5 dreams i have had are Mouthwashing-related
Whenever somebody says They know what Mouthwashing is i die inside a bit because i'm scared They're one of those People who don't understand the complexity of these characters (also i'm so obsessed with Mouthwashing i'm a bit possessive of it even though that's very stupid of me)
i can't see objects that don't appear that much in Mouthwashing or are very common objects without thinking about it (Painkillers, guns, axes)
i've been so obsessed with it i began getting intrusive thoughts that i dont actually like it and that it's just deri…
im way too whiny
i have the best life out of Everybody here and im still sad, for what??
that im a bad person?? well that makes sense i guess
ok. Art I guess??? I will post them here
Genuinely no clue abt this I was just doodlinghttps://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1403508814329675846/1415282320524578816/image0.jpg?ex=68c2a3df&is=68c1525f&hm=d3010c3fdd947849a007eafb89f6128460ae0190ecdc939189fb03480774547c&
HOW DO YOU EMBED IMAGES
He doesn't read these anymore
Thats a good thing i can finally say details about my life without the fear Hs's reading this and shaking His head
But my Mom still does so...
I finished all the pancakes thy were so many
I should’ve eaten more opughhhh I’m disgusting I’m so full
Bro
I love overeating lol I’ll complain I feel sick later im a fat cat lol
oh no I’ll get diabetic I m scared but I want to eat a lot in fact I will make many pancakes now
i miss Ayd and Minty
ik i can still speak to Them but this wiki just feels empty now that Minty's gone. it's been like this since Ayd left but i didnt notice it until now. i know it's for the better, but maybe it's my fault ?? maybe i shouldnt have joined the pt wiki so i wouldnt have to feel this pain. well, i kinda deserve This pain but whatever. tbh, i only joined this place because of Usab, Mew and Bad-- Usab barely uses fandom and Bad and Mew are like 7 hours behind me so i can barely speak to Them plus They're likely gonna leave soon (Mew and Bad aren't as active anymore anyway). so yeah, maybe i'll check out csw
Bro
Dawg ive tried drinking more water, waxing instead of shaving, using FACEMASKS, hell, You can even see it through makeup
But it won't go away
Youre my stump
why did i have a dream i really wanted this guy i have never seen once in my life to cannibalise me
oh damn it probably was that weird skyrim mods video with the vore one where only women/female characters could eat guy characters or some shit and the creator of the mod lost his shit when people made editions to the mod to allow men to eat women or some shit